God is LOVE

I went back to Taiping last Saturday to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. Suddenly I found this very old photo album... Surprisingly, I found my photos in that album. According to the date that printed on the photos, I was 3 years old then. In my opinion, these photos are so precious, so I took out my hand phone and took the photos; turning the analog into digital. Here are the photos:-

These photos were taken in the late 80's. I was born in the middle of 80's -1986- So, I did not remember anything about 80's. Well, so much of my childhood time was in the 90's and teenage time was in the new millennium.

I always wonder how was it like to be in the 60's, 70's and 80's... Hmm... Do you know, I have this thought that the people, the environment and everything in the 60's, 70's and 80's were in the faded colour, yellowish or brownish like those colour that we see in the old photos while the people, the environment and everything today are very rich in colour -like the current photos that we have today- Haha! Actually, I am so wrong! The colour of the old pictures make me think this way... What a silly boy like me...

If I have a time machine, I want to travel back to the 60's, 70's and 80's... I really love the oldies music so so much especially all the love songs. In my opinion, those songs were very well composed and written. How could you resist such a song with nice melody and beautiful lyric? The Carpenter, The Bee Gees, ABBA, Lobo, Rod Stewart, Air Supply, etc; their songs are evergreen, with meaningful lyrics and nice to our ears when we're listening to it.

Talking about the fashion and style then; well, I am not really into it but I think it was cool. Bell bottom pants -HAHA!- my dad and my mum were wearing it when they were young with high waist line plus a tight tee or shirt. Polka Dots top or skirt -HEHE!- and wedges; I think it was girls' favourite outfit on those days, yeah?

Do you realized that people are bringing back or reintroduce the 60's, 70's and 80's into the current music and fashion? Some singers are doing cover version of some oldies songs... In addition, I can see some youngster nowadays wearing bell bottom pants -maybe not really that flare like those days- and some ladies are wearing wedges today. You might not realized it, maybe you are having something that in your house are from the 60's, 70's and 80's...

As I can see, lots of changes had taken place since then. Today, things are so different! The music that we are listening everyday and the clothes that we are wearing everyday are so different compare to the past. Human attitude is changing too; it is either changing to be more worse or changing to be better... Well, one thing which I am very sure of that God is everlasting and He will never change; He is still the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. Whether it was in the 60's, 70's, 80's, 90's or today or tomorrow, God is still the same faithful God and the same loving God! Amen!

Cheerio! =)

Beside than general X-ray, I also learn to operate CT scan. I always amazed by what CT scan can do. I still remember last time as a radiography student, I used to ask my lecturer how this CT scan work and can scan slice per slice. Sometimes, with CT scan, I can see some abnormal things like cyst, mass or tumor.

Last Friday, I was reading the final few chapters of this autobiography, End of the Spear and one of the chapter, Steve Saint -the author- wrote about his only daughter past away because of the bleeding at the brain. He did mentioned about CT scan. I can relate to it so well and I can imagine about it. Don't why after I read that chapter, my heart was aching so badly and feel very sad about Steve Saint's daughter. One thing that I learned from this is that life can come with lots of unexpected things.

Yesterday, it was so busy at the CT scan room. This last patient that my colleague and I scanned, both of us found something strange at the patient brain. This patient is just 24years old. Later on, the radiologist asked us to repeat the scan with contrast media. What we found out that actually this patient diagnosed with brain tumor. It reminded me about Steve Saint's daughter. I felt really bad and I silently prayed for this patient. He is so young but he diagnosed with brain tumor.

Through this incidence, it prompted me to write this note -below- on my Facebook:-
"Life is too short; learn to say 'I love you' to you loved ones and 'Sorry' if you hurt somebody. Don't take things for granted, learn to appreciate people especially your family and friends before some unwanted event is taking place. Most of the regretful moments can be avoided. Simple things like making time for your loved ones, telling them how much you love them and say sorry if you have hurt them; with these simple acts, we can avoid most of the unwanted -yet regret- moments!"

God bless ya!

Praise the Lord! I experienced a great awakening during my recent Cell Group retreat at Cameron Highlands. We were staying at this beautiful bungalow with the design like an English bungalow. Actually this was my second time staying here... Where is this place that I am mentioning?!

Tah... Tah... It is Overseas Missionary Fellowship (OMF) Bungalow! This place is really beautiful; a bungalow with a big garden outside. In addition, there is a mini playground which is my favorite spot.

We reached Cameron Highlands quite late in the afternoon. We had our lunch at this restaurant situated at the water cress plantation. One thing that is so special here at this restaurant is their water cress herbal tea drink. After lunch, we headed to OMF bungalow. Once we reached there, everyone was so excited about this beautiful place. After we settled down, we had a short briefing section. David gave us an article -with four chapters- for devotion. Thank you David and Katherine for making this retreat a time for us to read. I personally call this retreat 'The Reading Retreat'. Haha... Just my own opinion only! We also brought along a Christian book to read. I brought my favorite autobiography book written by Steve Saint, 'End of the Spear' which I was half-way reading it. Few highlights for the first day were firstly the devotion, 'Rack 'em Up' teaching us to recharge and renew our passion for God. Secondly was the starry, starry night. All of us were standing outside -it was very cold outside- enjoying the beautiful sky that God had painted that night. I was so amazed and nearly wanted to cry because of this awesome and beautiful sky. It reminded me how awesome is my heavenly Daddy! I took some picture of the starry, starry sky. Thanks to Dennis for teaching me the right technique to capture the starry, starry sky.

Second day - I woke up early; as early as 6.30am while everyone still sleeping except for Mrs. Chye -the OMF bungalow caretaker- and her maid. They were cleaning up the bungalow and preparing for our breakfast. After I bathed, I saw a beautiful sunrise! Wow, that was so awesome! Alright, preparing for breakfast at 8am. Lisa, Wai Yi and I wwere the first few started eating breakfast. We were so excited about awesome and delicious strawberry jam that made by Mrs. Chye -we bought one for ourselves too- After morning worship, we went out for a short outing. Then, after lunch at OMF, we started playing games. I had so much fun especially the treasure hunt using photography and the snatching balloon. I laughed and ran around at the same time, in the end, I felt really exhausted and my stomach was so pain. HAHAHA!

Then in the evening, it was raining outside. Before dinner, everyone of were resting and reading. I really enjoyed this moment of quietness. During this retreat, I didn't wear my watch, so most of the time, I don't know about the time. But in my opinion, I liked it very much. Sometimes, we always rushing for time until we forget to slow down in our life. And this retreat was really time for me to slow down and relax. During dinner, the rain stopped and outside became so misty and the air was so cold. We were enjoying our steamboat dinner. I strongly agreed that was the right time to eat steamboat. Love it!

After the dinner, we had a session of free worship. WOW - Worth of Worship! The presence of the Lord was so overwhelming and so powerful. Some of us were broke into tears and Fui Fui and I couldn't stop weeping. I kneel down and bow to the Lord; I was confessing my sins in my life and asking Him to forgive me. I also asked the Lord to renew my desire and passion for Him. Then, I suggested to worship the Lord with the song 'Still'. Few days before the retreat, this song 'Still' was in my thought. And on the first day, the word 'Still' became more and more significant and align well with the retreat. After singing the song, I was led into a prayer. I was shouting in my prayer. I believed that I was led by the Holy Spirit. The presence of the Lord was so strong. After the prayer, immediately I fell on my knee and continued weeping again. Last time, I don't understand why some people can cry so loudly at church during alter call but now I see it well because I experienced it.

A few things that we received from the Lord during the free worship; firstly, REJOICE in the Lord. Secondly, it is the TIME OF REFRESHING. Thirdly, about the GARDEN, just enjoy the presence of the Lord in the garden. Fourthly, if want to taste the Lord, we must make the FIRST MOVE like unwrapping the Ferrero Rocher chocolate. and lastly, learn to be STILL before the Lord. Praise the Lord! Most of us encountering the Lord and renew our desire and passion for the Lord!

I had blessed time of fellowship with my cell brothers and sisters too. Praise the Lord! The retreat was so awesome! Thank God for the awesomeness moment encountering with Him and spent some quality times in building up a great fellowship with the Cell Group.

Check out more photos for this retreat at this address:-
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110413&id=723969701&l=c21ed90c7f

God bless ya! Cheerio =)

"Are you struggling in your beliefs? Look up at the stars tonight. In the sky is crafted an amazing road sign pointing to the Designer behind the design." -Dennis Fisher, Our Daily Bread, Volume September, October, November 2009

I used to take bus to work. Every morning, I walk to the bus stop to wait for the public bus. Waiting for the bus can be really boring and tiring. But I am happy and blessed to have those waiting moments. During those waiting moments, God showed me some awesome and beautiful things that constantly reminded me about Him. He showed me many flock of birds -one after another- flying across the road from tree to tree. This 'picture' is so awesome and beautiful. This 'picture' reminded me about this verse from the bible:-
"Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much valuable than they? -Matthew 6:26-27, NIV"
I am reminded that God will provide and He loves me! Therefore, do not worry!

And then, God also showed me beautiful sunrise -almost every morning- I always get excited when I see beautiful sunrise or sunset that God painted on the sky. I captured two of it and here are the beautiful sunrise:-

Beautiful sunrise!

AMAZED
You paint the morning sky with miracles in mind,
My hope will always stand
For You hold me in Your hand

Lord I'm AMAZED by You....
And how You LOVE me